Showing posts with label Medicine. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Medicine. Show all posts

2010-10-12

Notes on Breaking and Entering

You’d confiscated my key
so I climbed the drainpipe;
pulled pork, beets and brandy – I dined
well with the folk inside. With all that whisky
spilt down my shirt I couldn’t sit right.


I brought you wine and flowers;
your hound helped tear the trousers
from my legs. While he and I
were making friends, I found
myself chained to the radiator,
with a pair of silver bracelets


that match the drill sergeant’s
epaulettes – he was braced
against the wall, searching
for the alca-seltzer, pawing
through the kitchen drawers.


While a preacher at the faucet
claimed he was pouring holy water,
in the war room your butler
played checkers and a marching
band circled the dining table
breaking tea-cups and jesters
take the minutes of this farce.


All these itinerants were kept raving
by a the extenuations of an alleyway
medicine tradesman prescribing
alcohol for their sores. Offering
to waterboard me at no extra cost,
your lawyers billed the standard fee:
they’d smelt blood playing Double Dutch
underneath the hanging tree.


I wouldn’t’ve guessed I’d be
contested for your lionized
affections – I’d sooner be rid of you
than a pack of hungry dogs;
even with my dying cough I’d rather
roll between the stables,
with your vaudeville chicks painted
head-to-toe, bathed in laughter
and without their clothes.


2010-06-08

Sharp Noir (Part III)

Entombed by work, Cassis sits

alone now below a menhir

to the Colonel, his stipendiary

at the base of this monolith

characterises his worth;

his body is visibly reduced

to basic operating levels.


Drinking his dark rum, he lets

his ash grow an inch

from his lips and stitch

anxiety into his patients

waiting with form and cheque.

They lie exposed and he,

hunched over each, gets

no complaints, inspecting

wounds like ancient gems

unearthed before the naked

tribals by men in pith helmets;

the natives sucking on gravel,

the mustaches breathing gin.

He knows his trade from

behind Rubix and her quotients,

his ivory desk and ordinance:

merely a corset to a narcotic

bust at every stratum.


Standing at the edge

of manhood, being a child

seems like a dream for The Juke,

a young man who could have

worked a lifetime as Cupid’s fletcher,

his eyes flash like hot knives.


His hard hands are relaxed,

elastic at the joints, sinews tired,

may be pried apart by a small child.

His attention to detail reveals to him

obscenities to which it also accustoms.


On leave from Switchboard repairs,

The Juke is frequently audience to Rubix.

She admires his loyalty, “which may

only be found in youth.”


“The rack of addiction

imposes contact,” riles

the houndman chained

to a radiator, brandishing

his filth and a rusty fork.

“Cabbage fritters and boiled tongue

Is what they eat where my mother’s from,”

dismisses The Juke

- with the peel of his smile,

the tilt of his jaw reveals

what’s tattoo writ ‘Cut Here’

by little monochrome scissors

on a dotted line ear-to-ear.

“It will be a short one, my last breath,

So I mark it where my gasp will end.”


In our darkest reflections, of love and death,

our thoughts are potent with the Colonel.


The Juke remains loyal

as Rubix continues illusion epitome,

“… seemed I ordered Whisky

in The Grand Pump Room

- never met the waiter,

bastard failed introduction.”


She’s sitting despotic

in a broad-stitched leather

booth, conducting: “I was seated such,”

palm to Formica, “at the Colonel’s

eightieth; he soliloquized much

the need for men like you.

His wisdom was of fine stock

and calibre – I’ve had

the girls print the matchbooks.

We thank his heroism,

we’re adorned: my necklace gold,

your hands well oiled!”


Her fingers fat from handling money,

The Juke at once spits from memory:

“I was looking for a voice, he stood there full of cheer and pretense like a shaman on a box

– maybe not soap but some well demanded, highly branded, value-tax added product

of some kind. He asked what I was doing with my life, what I was trying to find

fixing cars with my black thumbnails and hard, thin boots, my loose jaw

bound to get broken, my legs full of bourbon. A laminar flow

of contradicting tones in his voice, I told him exactly where he could go.

He talked of a town called Liberty,

where the people basked in Freedom;

I asked what kind of map he was readin’.”



Sharp Noir (Part II)

In the atrophic night-time,

a bluesman hides between

hotel rooms under an assumed name;

a friend once removed

of Harriet Tubman, “You’ll

be free or die.” He mists

a pane to meet the gaze

of a supermodel’s hound

on the street below:

two orgiastic flashbulbs

over a set of opal barbs.



The illustrious are ushered in

as the midnight wind

turns cooked to raw;

an excessive saccharine

of single line anathemas

punctuate the eluting, grain liquor

payola correspondence of

the cerberi at the door, who

with each glance convict

me of loitering.



I elbow-pin the Herald

as a prop only, roll and spark

to employ the hands,

looking down, counting old gum.

They Zippo lick me with scimitar

eyes well drilled from working

the derby Switchboard.



To a scherzo laced with code,

we infect each other with smiles,

impersonal benevolence: an old-style

injunction now just a passing

trick glimpsing teeth.



I’m standing ad hoc,

antonym to this vulgar mode

and so attract the intentions

of the heaped obscenities

- one enormous flexing nerve

counting Houblons; their effluvium

smacks of it, spectres quickly

make them for tea, pectin,

dunking pound cake.

They got cured fitting last

winter’s coats and turning

out the pockets.



One gorged Boa says,

“Boy – you Kasey Jones?”

A fork to his wit, I return,

“The name’s Romano, relax

- I’m only here for the Jazz.”

“Drag about your Dad,

we’ve got what’cha need.”

The waitress thinks

I’m Omar Sharif minus mustache.



Singularly original, a sufferer

from the delirium of higher intelligence,

The Noir Balladeer calmly sits,

plays Rhapsody in Blue

on a comb and tissue paper;

an outpatient from the

mild deviant ward: sectioned

for incendiary poetry,

she wrote songs on her padded walls,

bade the multitudes get a grip,

amongst the tempestuous noises

of sadism in this sparking jive nexus.



Grab a ticket at the desk.



Dr. Cassis, a hollow-eyed

technician from the plague era,

operates here, a conscript pedlar

of syrup and pills to vexed

kinship systems long overdue

extinction: a shamski lawyer

of medicine, errand runner

at the Chaumière de Dolmance.



There’s a sharpening of vision

in his waiting room:

we’re drowners thirsty to our

last breaths, even the reptile

gamblers adopt the stoicism

of wage earners. We discard

our beliefs at the ballot desk

like heavy, plumed helmets

too hot to wear in the midday sun.



Cassis murdered his guides

to be on the safe side,

carved runes of aptitude

in every cubicle until recruited

to the court of the Rubix Queen.

Her Switchboard mechanism

is perpetual, manned out of habit,

implies its necessity

and so creates pundits and enthusiasts,

equally fecundates the angst

of bitter jetsam to its ascribed kismet.



As one of the Rubix Queen’s courtiers,

lost in spontaneous furies,

surroundings seem incidental;

I stretch wide my arms

as if to perform some kind of dance

- perhaps among the antebellum pillars

of disgrace this desperation will fade.



Now, for the first time,

this protagonist can be spared

tedium and relish scandal in her

high-society supporting cast

of refugee artmen, never redden

again in shame when mentioning

the considered prurient in front

of those too desensitized

by talcum to welcome pleasures

stoked close to core desires,

forget axioms and tenets drummed

into her when she was young and Christian.



Some new lover will glide

into bed like a moonbeam

and I will accede entirely,

consumed by the immediate,

no thought to consequence

- tragedy rewards so the immortal

may die, a comedy is torn:

no audience laughs at the same joke

twice – my mind skips as of

a man bred in the wild,

every obstacle met in silence;

only with the caballi

will I produce ravings

of the most obscure kink.



In the thrill of lovers’ gambit

my watch trips backwards

and a casket of weakness

is exposed, drawing with it

an unctuous sickness,

irresolvable in my discomfort,

as when I thought it ruminative

for great heroes to die young;

one of mine said everybody does.



Some lives cuff out as

mis-quotations of popular phrase,

The Colonel’s was one to glimpse

the truer scansion of the iambic universe,

his history spelt out in short, dim

telegrams like the subject of myth.

always fearing to awaken and find

himself dead, he advised, “Kiss the girl

next to you, take upward flight,

forget the cold outside.”



To each charge I show

a new side to my prism,

a simple note in the margin

of a newspaper column.

maybe, like him, one night

idle love will conspire a razor’s

whisper around my throat.